I haven't had any real contact with my mum in ages, except a email or two. I received a email from mum to tell me her wonderful news about buying some property in Tasmania. I was quite upset that I didn't hear from her personally. I went into ego bullshit on how I was being treated and how I felt. I got over when I came back to the now and thought a little bit about what my mum might be going through right now on her journey!!! and about how my thoughts effect me in a negative way. I can be happy or go into drama .
This morning I had a dream with my aunty in it (she left us about 7 years ago and we were all
very close) This dream was very real as my aunty said to me as clear as day "Talk to her Nicky"
Thanks for the message and the little bit of humor with the hunk of spunk that you just happened to throw in bed with you in this dream!!!
The message : unconditional love - Life is too short to hold onto the unimportant stuff, what is important is that I love my mum and that I don't have to put conditions on our relationship because it has changed and maybe not quite to my liking!!!
Love those dreams!
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It's so true, our feelings even though important so often overwhelm how we see things, it is so hard to stop, breath and see the otherside, I agree with your Aunt, ring her, let you know your happiness, I am sure she will need a bit of your strength and love right now, beautiful story Nicky xxx Ce
ReplyDeleteHi Nicky:-) i always check your blog just in case you have another story of inspiration to share, usually i just close it off again when i see there is nothing new! However today i thought id read this again, and sure enough it sent me a message, feeling much better now,
ReplyDeleteThanks xoxo Sal