Jake's G.I.Y.

This was a wonderful time for me as I knew that when Jake got back he would
have such a better selection of tools for his life experiences and he would of let go of what no longer served him ! That he could pull out of he is pocket at anytime! Has he changed? "Yes" - he knows better, so when hE fuck's up - I don't have to go into complete blah, blah, blah!!! I can just say" You know the drill Jake, you have the tools to get back onto the path that you want "

Also its the "Act of allowing" as I know that G.I.Y. has given him what he needs and
his light has been switched on. He has let go of some of his conditioning and beliefs that no longer serve him. He can get on with an extraordinary life!!!
This happens real fast to Jake- we all know what happens when you throw an
ice-cream at someone in a moving car, you cope it twice as hard the next day.
Your karma happens real fast Jake and this has been proven so many times so use it to the best of your advantage. I'm very proud of you Jake and the beautiful young man you have turned into. Keep shining your light !!!

Contracts- Human Relationships

I suppose in the scientific sense it 's a bit out there that even if you attempt to avoid
meeting that you are "contracted" to have with someone , it will eventually take place.

However there is an ingrained belief in destiny! This is an old story from the east called "Appointment in Samarra" A master sends his slave to Samarra for an errand. While in the village the slave encounters the figure of Death and is so frightened by it that he runs to the next village, Samarra to hide. On hearing that his slave disappeared , the master goes to town and confronts Death. "Why did you scare my servant?" he demands!

"Actually", Death replies "I was not trying to scare him. I was only surprised to see him here , because I'm scheduled to meet with him tonight in Samarra!!! From a symbolic point of view no one is in your life by accident. Some people weigh dramatically more in it than others. Intimate relationships in your life - family, friends, partners and even our adversaries are all part of an agreement to learn certain lessons on earth.

When our buttons are pushed by family, friends and petty tyrants what are the lessons in it for ourselves,- what is it that we most dislike about ourselves and what can they teach you about yourself that you cannot learn from anywhere esle.

Message

I haven't had any real contact with my mum in ages, except a email or two. I received a email from mum to tell me her wonderful news about buying some property in Tasmania. I was quite upset that I didn't hear from her personally. I went into ego bullshit on how I was being treated and how I felt. I got over when I came back to the now and thought a little bit about what my mum might be going through right now on her journey!!! and about how my thoughts effect me in a negative way. I can be happy or go into drama .

This morning I had a dream with my aunty in it (she left us about 7 years ago and we were all
very close) This dream was very real as my aunty said to me as clear as day "Talk to her Nicky"
Thanks for the message and the little bit of humor with the hunk of spunk that you just happened to throw in bed with you in this dream!!!


The message : unconditional love - Life is too short to hold onto the unimportant stuff, what is important is that I love my mum and that I don't have to put conditions on our relationship because it has changed and maybe not quite to my liking!!!

Coral Bay

I just love this place!!! This is were I go in times of need. Like when in the dentist chair!!!

It's one of my favourite places. Damien, myself and the kids had such a fabulous time in coral bay!!! Real in the know stuff. It gets pretty windy on the W.A. coastline - I remember saying to Damien even the fucking birds fly backwards here. Great place for dreadlocks which I achieved, red wine in your face because of the wind blowing it and heaps of sand in everything! So worth it so many sights to see. Mystical!!!